Wednesday, January 3, 2018

1/4 Kobus Poem/Thoughts1

Wounds are dreams
(half completed thoughts and unedited words like a dream may be)

Dreams are open like wounds
are right the beginning of injury
like the natural flow of crimson
liquid like rivers over mountains
on older roadmaps every dream
writes secret cavernous letters
that hide when every morning
comes  
and
we look for traces of ink in the
bedroom cupboard’s mirror
where the letters and  the sounds
they make may have escaped
behind shelves in archives
but there are only invisible words
that took shape in the depth
of the wood
but
the little wounds and suggested
cracks on the skin do not just die
just like that and in our
most daring dreams
the darkest blood flows like
rivers on roadmaps remember
pumping the
arteries of our
(rem)ovement
with inexplicable traces of
the revolution of thought left behind
on the sheets or in the underlying love
that used to live here between
the things someone left
on the cupboard next to the bed
and
even the deaf may dream dreams
of music and shouting and the sound of
collapsing buildings in older cities
the mad ones may whisper letters
to the cupboard shelves without fear
of being locked up or prosecuted
and the blind ones may look at the wind
and the bruise marks it leaves on
the streets and migration patterns
of winter birds in a less
suburban garden where
the butcher of my thoughts now
lives on under the chemical
sun and the factories of thought
and
dreams are like wounds remember
the world is a force rich of people
and sometimes only bearable for the kings in power
without the fear and discourse and memory
of oppression of one by the other
and
it may also be empty kisses on street corners
full of people passing by like insects in winter
crawling under the skin to crack open
the most unknown of our thoughts
with the wounds of
not being able to fully sleep
because
the concrete war torn floors are cold
and everything smells like dead animals
and old clothes left in a cupboard
yes
these are  just some of the things
that dreams can
never make whole
 therefore


it may in these times sometimes
be our only paradise left
where we are rich like the ocean used to be
before we ripped out its guts and eggs
and
here is the only place where we can give the
fish back to the sea
and where we can sing like waves do when
they bleed onto the sand
with wounds that can never heal
and in dreams I want to give the
sleepless ones in the darkest corners
of our human minds and wars  
soldiers with eyes like dried peas
deciding to walk away
farmers with hands of dirt
making the earth inside out and
full again
and here is the only place
where everyone secretly
and without syntax
 can send messages to other worlds
in other words
of flowers that can never heal

like wounds do 

1 comment:

  1. Seriously miffed that I can't read your Afrikaans poems after knowing this one!

    ReplyDelete

Thanks for playing along at home!

1 month down and some new poems in your pocket. Here's to lookin' forward to the rest of 2018, folks.